Why…

Lots of ‘whys’ swishing around in my head like goldfish that just have nowhere to go…just circling endlessly…aimlessly…tirelessly…relentlessly…
So here it goes…
- why can’t we say how we feel?
- why can’t we feel what we say?
- why the distance between actions and words?
- why do I trust actions more?
- why do actions let me down?
- why do the good memories linger much longer?
- why can’t we be truthful to ourselves?
- why do we consistently find a way to let people down?
- why do we delude ourselves into believing we are fine?
- why does the heart live a life different from the mind?
- why can’t we let our true self shine through…however bad or good?
- why do we still trust, and never learn?
- why do we expect something even when we say we don’t expect anything?
- why do we give in to an extent where we give away a part of us?
- why is pain so real…. So so beautiful?
- why can’t we let it just be?
- why do we insist on ‘talking’…purging our self with words that have no meaning?
- why the beautiful new day…no matter how dark and mysterious the night before was?
- why try so hard to stay on a journey when we don’t know where its taking us?
- why is it always about ‘me’?
- why do I let all the good in my life come second to the pain?...stupid silly girl!
- why do we survive one circle…only to enter another?
- why would it be any different the next time around?
- why put myself through that?

Why?... think because…
I still believe in love…
I still believe that people are worth trusting…
I still believe that the only way is to give it your all…
I still believe I will do it again… and again… and again…

Why do that?

Simple question answers the question...
Why live?