Funny how sometimes things between friends change and you just never catch on to it… it happens out of the blue and pretty drastically and you seem to be the last to know even though there is no one else involved in it… hate that feeling that I just did not see it coming and wondering how I could have prevented it… bugs me to no end…

I miss you my dear... all the emails… all the care and concern… so what if we don’t email… so what if we’re not updated on each of our smallest emotions… you were there for me when I thought I had no one… and i'm so much stronger today cos of your support... you heard me out… encouraged and loved me… stood by my every decision… and now I don’t know how to fix it… and I’m miserable… I don’t know how to tell you this… you seem so far away….