drifting leaf

a journey...of moments...of discovery...of the colours of emotion...of the design of nature... to a place unknown...yet known...a place within...yet far away... between the realms of the earth and the sky... between reality and dreams... just a leaf...one lonely leaf...drifting...but always moving...

Saturday, July 29, 2006

not black not white

its never black or white... my dreams... my nightmares... my love... my dislikes... my joys... sorrows... there's so much colour...so much dimension to it...and at time it makes my head spin when i try to get a fix on how i feel on anyone thing...
people confuse and throw me off completely... just don't get the way people behave... they always surprise me...even the ones i think i know so well... well, thats good i guess... but sometimes i wish for something safe... a checklist of sorts... where i can match a gesture to corresponding meanings in words... how simple our life would be.. yes maybe boring...

but really tired of trying to get a fix on peoples motives... good or bad... i don't want to have to think about it... why can't we have a little signboard which flashes what we really wanna say or do...
just ranting... sure this makes no sense...and the irony... i'm wondering about my motives for writing this : )

6 Comments:

Blogger ? said...

leaf,

you draw well. can you cartoon?

July 30, 2006 12:02 PM  
Blogger Spaax said...

Is it just me or is there a strong van gogh influence in your work?

The one with the stars reminds me of starry starry night. And lost, of his sunflowers.

July 30, 2006 1:46 PM  
Blogger ? said...

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July 30, 2006 7:08 PM  
Blogger ? said...

leaf,

i would describe my life as shades of grey. not because its not colourful, but because all of yesterdays colours seem hard to distinguish.

sadly - most ppl I know have molded into the grey.

there are very few whom I can remember in true colour. but then its they whom I can remember in true colour who make it all worth the while.

:)

July 30, 2006 7:10 PM  
Blogger drifting leaf said...

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August 01, 2006 9:20 AM  
Blogger drifting leaf said...

hey
?...nope don't cartoon...not quite my thing...never tried it actually..and thanks..

sowyma...yes van gogh is among my fav impressionists...love his style the most though...and also very influenced by B prabha... was crazy about her work as i growing up... love her women...

? think its sad that you're grey... go out and buy a bright red umbrella as a start!! but yes i know what you mean...try not to let the colours mix...struggling with it myself...especially in the rains, no matter how hard i try, do silly things that get life muddled up...
and you hang on tight to the colourful people in your life...
:)

August 01, 2006 9:24 AM  

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