Life is good…

Some external factors really affect me…the weather and nature being number one…no matter how I may be feeling…take me for a drive in the rain…a walk under the trees in autumn…hand me a cup of tea and sit me under a tree filled with flowers…take me walking on the beach and let me pick shells…give me a sunny window on a winter morning…ask me to count the stars in a midnight sky… and watch it have its affect…every second I spend outdoors, I start going a little crazy...its a mood lifter…and it completely changes my outlook on all the negatives…I come alive…feel my insides sway and do a little swoop…
Today is one of those days…I’m feeling high…high on the raindrops…got all drenched during my morning walk…and the rest of the morning was focused on getting out of the house fast before the weather changed…sang like crazy as I got ready for work…long slow walk to the gate…admired the trees and how new new they looked…flowers came down with the rain…beautiful…even the song in the auto was a silly hindi movie rain song…the people in train didn’t bother me…the weather just makes me forget everything not so great in my life…I hop and skip my way through dirty puddles and grumpy people…it makes me immune to the world…just me and the rain…each with its own agenda…it comes down on me and I simply let it do its work…
As a result got to office covered in the weather…totally not required but oh so gooood…had a huge umbrella but decided to give it a break…made a cup of cappuccino…put on some happy music…
The rain…the weather in general makes me do stupid stuff…I make crazy decisions…do stuff that the logical me would never do... but I am more me than at any other point…kinda exactly how I am when I’m in love…my true self…uninhibited and genuine…
Hot hot coffee feels warm and nice going down…coating my insides with a caramel brown bitter sweet song…

Life is good…